Light quietly seeped through her window in the bedroom.
She was relaxed and had forgotten the feeling of having slept well.
There were fresh white sheets on her bed and she was surrounded by pillows which were also white. She was changed, comfortable loose p.j.'s she didn't recognize. Like the kind you would imagine a spa would have you wear.
She smiled
Everything was clean, everything was white. It wasn't scary. It was peace.
For just a moment there was peace.
And then she saw the bandages on her wrists.
She looked at them with innocent confusion. Much like a look a child would have. She didn't feel anything. Just the feeling of the white sheets and pillows, surrounding and comforting her.
She lifted her head slightly, curiously looking for some explination by the doorway.
Then she saw Dizzy
She closed her eyes and smiled, laying her head back down against the new pillow.
They didn't need to speak.
Gracie started to cry. Quiet and still with a smile on her face, tears silently made a path down her cheek. Though she was comforted by his love, her heart hurt. She felt her chest swell and become tight. Her heart hurt so much. It was almost a comfort, she felt something.
She could feel
June 3rd, 2003
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excerpts from a jornal found in an abandoned vehicle in 2005, the journals origin has never been found and the dates may not be accurate
All of this will go away when I am not here
my memory will fade with the distance of time
I quietly face this truth as I sit in the dark away from it
i wonder in the dark if you will forget my face
with the distance you put between us
imagine the place we would live if you were real
Like the romeo who didn't care his Juliet was dead
the word love is sister to hate when it rings in your ears
my memory will fade with the distance of time
I quietly face this truth as I sit in the dark away from it
i wonder in the dark if you will forget my face
with the distance you put between us
imagine the place we would live if you were real
Like the romeo who didn't care his Juliet was dead
the word love is sister to hate when it rings in your ears
All I want is to hide in your corners
in the shadows of you, but you don't exist
cut me out of this dream
i want to end
end is peace, end is hope. I want to end.
lead me down your paths and take me places that I have been
shadows in your eyes corner is what i know about you.
sneak through my Blood
Creep through my veins, i want to feel you in My skin
But don't be real and not true, and don't let me get to you
We use our body's as our hearts
but we are never good enough are you?
in the shadows of you, but you don't exist
cut me out of this dream
i want to end
end is peace, end is hope. I want to end.
lead me down your paths and take me places that I have been
shadows in your eyes corner is what i know about you.
sneak through my Blood
Creep through my veins, i want to feel you in My skin
But don't be real and not true, and don't let me get to you
We use our body's as our hearts
but we are never good enough are you?
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